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Name: Ryan Country: Zimbabwe Birthday: 12/19/1985 Gender: Male
Interests: To live only for the Glory of God Expertise: Failing to live only for His Glory
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7/18/2003
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| As of late... Blogging has been one of the hardest things... Nothing really inspiring me to write... But here I am now.. Writing... or should I say... Typing...
God has been good to me... Even though their are trials, there are sooo many other blessings that surround us. Blessing that arent so apparent when we are soo blinded by self pitty... I praise God for Friday Bible Study.. I praise God that he used it to refresh the joy of the Gospel to me in my heart. I praise GOd for His Word... His truth... I praised God for Salvation through faith alone and not by works...
Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.
Sometimes I feel as if I need to work for salvation.... But the Gospel is soo comforting because it reminds me that its not me... I cant save myself... It is Christ who saves me from my sins... No good deed I do will cancel the sin that I soo greatly deserve...
Thank you Lord that I do not need to earn salvation But it is given as a free gift through Christ for those who would believe... THankYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU...
(But that does not mean we could go on sinning....hmmm... write about that later... gota' go now)
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| I was accepted into applied music major program at Fullerton College. God pulled me through the audition. Only by His grace.
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| http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xBQQ4X2i0BQ
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| A woman threw an unopen water bottle at an employee's face at Hollywood Video.. Then she went around the register counter and physically attacked the employee... They got into a huge fight... I jumped over the register... held them both down... broke them apart... The customer tried to break through me... I told her to leave... She left and took some DVD's with her...
The sad thing is, it all started over late fee's. The customer thought it was not right that she had to pay for them.
I felt bad for the employee. She was all teary eyed..
Then I started thinking that the lady would come back with her big macho man and beat the heck outta me...
Then I thought about Hazel... I think she works at one....
I need to buy her a pepper spray to take to work!!
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| I can't sleep again. It's 2 and I have school tomorrow morning. I've been doing this the past few days now. Ive been having a really hard time sleeping.
Sometimes I feel like I am going to be in school for the rest of my life. I know I could finish school in no more than 2 years with a BA major that would lead me to a financially stable job which I probably would not have much interest in. There is really nothing that captures my interest like music. And so I thought "How about Music!" But doing a music career might take me no more than 4 years if I calculated it right. Thats like starting right back to freshmen year. And that makes me sad. Then I think about how talented other people are and how sucky I am, and then I get sadder. Then I think about how competitive the music bizz is and how hard it is to be successful, oh, and also the financial highs and lows. And then I get really sad... and then I laugh...
Then after this, I start thinking about what really bugs me....
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